On today's note, i studied Business Math the whole day.. the whole day.. yes ladies and gentlemen, the whole day. On the peak of everyone else's summer break, yes i am studying Business Math.. F = P(1+j/m)^n P= F/(1+j/m)^n.. sad if you ask me.. Anyways, right after school tomorrow i'm heading straight to Victor's beach house, also known as "The Thugz Mansion".. we're still deciding whether to stay over night or two night, either way it's all good.. staying overnight in the Thugz Mansion is better than no overnight at all.. so everything is all Good! everybody happy...

Happiness gauge: 37% <-- a little more..
Composure Gauge: 10% <-- dangerous level!

Today's Soundtrack
Incubus - A Crow Left in the Murder

Live and Still Dreaming..

And so i thought i was doing just fine.. and so i thought, Believed, alleged, said, held and supposed.. Anyways, i thought after at least two weeks of no contact, i'd be just fine.. and like what i said "and so i thought". Anyways, after picking up Cocoy and Marla in the domestic airport we headed straight to Magallanes and straight to her house. At the outset i was "it's cool, it's cool.. i can handle the goddamn pressure", but when the moment arrived and when the girl arose from her white front door, all that saved up composure from two weeks just vanished. I didn't know what happened.. Maybe i was just in awe since i haven't seen and conversed with the girl in quite awhile. Anyway, at some point in during our quick stop in the girls place.. i had this subliminal feeling where someone was stabbing me unswervingly in my chest and saying "You were just too late, now wait your turn..". Thank God we didn't stay long.. because if we did, i might have just ran off or something.. i don't know.. HAY DIOS MIO!!.. CHE COSTA LA SCOPATA! CHE COSTA L'INFERNO?! QUALUNQUE! maybe this is just another one of them tests, you know.. the "HOW LONG CAN MON REALLY WAIT TEST".. i remember one of my friends saying "it's probably gonna be a long hard wait.." the long part i understand but i never expected it to be this hard.. damn.. Struggle to pare! anyways.. i'll just pray that this wait's gonna be worth it..

Today's Sountrack
Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E. , Make Yourself, Morning View
Montefiori Cocktail - Raccolta Vol. 1
Morcheeba - The Big Calm
Mars Volta - De-Louse in the Comatorium
30 Seconds to Mars
- Capricorn
- Year Zero
- 93 Million Miles
- Echelon
Flogging Molly
- The Wanderlust
- Within a Mile Home
- The Spoken Wheel
- Drunken Lullabies
- Swagger
- Another Bag of Bricks

Beached in Playa Papagayo, Subic

Far far far from Boracay.. Believe me. I'm not even sure whether the sand is gray, brown or black.. definately not white. Anyways, the compensation for the dissapointing beach was the people whom I was with. They are the type of people whom you'd want to be with when you press the Panic Button and all that stuff. The type of people where you'd forget everything when you are with them. Simple people.. You know what i mean?! it's nice to be around people like them once in awhile, you know.. just to get your perspective straight and all that shit.. Anyways, i have a date tomorrow with the Learning Institution so i guess i'll post again some other time.. Peace!

The Pictures are to follow..

The Weekend Soundtrack
Postal Service - Such Great Heights (Eccentric Version)
Iron and Wine - Such Great Heights (Slow Version)
Israel Kamakawiwo'ole - Somewhere Over the Rainbow
Mase - Harlem World
Maroon 5 - Songs About Jane
Norah Jones - Come Away with Me, Feels like Home
Smashing Pumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness
Sugar Ray - 14:59
The Sounds - Living in America
Mars Volta - Francine: The Mute
Cafe Del Mar - Ocho, Siete, Nueve, Dreams 1
Dave Matthes Band - Folsom Field, Gorge, San Francisco, Central Park

PANIC BUTTON PRESSED!!
Destination: Playa Papagayo, Subic

In exactly 12 hours me and mi Familia are leaving for Playa Papagayo, Subic. I was wishing Palawan but it doesn't matter now does it? for as long as there is a shore and a nice sunset, it's all good.. Though i got class this summer, i don't matter, in know i need this beach trip.. and besides, what's two days?! i'll just make it up when i come back... Anyways, gotta start packing.. Till Sunday! Au Revior!

Angels East, Angels West, North and South just do your best, watch her tight while she rests..

A Very Very Long Summer...

It's only the second day of summer classes and it already feels like forever, specially with the school idiot sitting beside me. HAY DIOS MIO.. this is gonna be a long long summer. Anyways, Cocoy is leaving for Boracay in a couple of hours. Wow, how i envy him.. Normally, I'd be like, "Boracay is Boracay".. i'd rather be in El Nido or in Siargao. But now it seem that, there is this urge for me to go there.. Hay.. Anyways...

WE HAVE A POPE!!

Arch Bishop of Munich Joseph Ratzinger is elected as the 265th ponitff Benedict XVI."Vive il Papa!!"

Ronaldo concieves two goals and i'm still doing just fine



Ronaldo scores two goals against Levante and puts pressure to the league leaders Barcelona. Though Barcelona also won against Getafe, there is still time left for the Whites to win the National Championship.

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I seriously have nothing to say today besides, my computer crashed a couple of days ago and i just realized that now a days, it's hard not to have access to the internet. Specially if you have a blog that you have to maintain and you have these things that you just have to blog. Shit, i'm starting to sound like a netgigolo.. ok, i'll shut up now.. I'll blog again tomorrow..

And oh yeah.. I'm doin just fine.. I'm still here i think... hmm.. yeah. i'm still here...

Today's Soundtrack.. It's the 80's today
Duran Duran
Van Halen
Steve Vai
Joe Satriani
Pet Shop Boys

The last stop for the Bianconeri in the Champions League

JUVENTUS 0 - 0 LIVERPOOL

(Liverpool leads 2-1 on aggregate)

Superb defensive performance for Liverpool in order to hold the Bianconeri scoreless on their home pitch in the 2nd leg of the Champions league quarterfinals.

Other Results:

Bayern Munich 3 - 2 Chelsea (Chelsea wins due to a 6 - 5 aggregate)

PSV 1 - 1 Lyon (PSV wins on penalties)

Inter Milan 0 - 1 A.C. Milan (Match Abandoned due to Disciplinary proceedings)

Yesterday was officially the end of the term and the school year. And what a way to enjoy my short fit of freedom, by getting sick. I think i have a flu or something, i'm really not sure, but i've been stuffing myself with lozenges the whole freakin' day.. i can't taste anything but orange strepsils anymore. Shit.. anyways, i mentioned a short fit of freedom since i'm bout to start summer classes next week. Now thats from next week till the 12th of May and regular classes start on the 23rd of May.. now ain't that shit grand?! i mean, while you guys are getting bummed out this summer in Boracay or wherever God takes you, i'll be with the school idiot in school.. studying business math!.. HAY DIOS MIO!! what have i gotten myself into this time?!

On other things, Catherine's kid Ali, is going to be operated on tomorrow at around 7am in the Philippine General Hospital. He's got something on his head that needs removing. Some cyst or something i dunno so, for all y'all reading this, head for the chapel or something and say a little prayer. I know you guys don't know who my good friend Catherine is but would it hurt to pray for a stranger who needs one? i mean If you don't know, well it's hard for someone, specially a simgle mom like Catherine to handle something as big as this aight? so let's just be nice and give a good shout out to the Man Above the Clouds and the Stars for Catherine here aight?!

PEACE!!!

Today's Soundtrack
Master P - Burbs and Lacs, Miss My Homies
Mariah Carey - One Sweet Day, Always be My Baby
Boyz II Men - Water Runs Dry, On Bended Knees, End of the Road

REAL MADRID 4 - 2 BARCELONA I will say no more!!

Ok.. so now i'm more intoxicated than last night and the night before.. thank god i can still type properly.. well at least i think i still can, anyways.. so far from what Victor and brian had told me or has been telling me, everything is doing all good. actually it's the first time i've heard vic's side and so far, it's all good.. anyways, i'm too drunk and once again i'm sleeping in the couch since my nephew and my sister in law is here.. but anyways who gives a shit.. i simply just love them both so much! i'll update you guys in a couple of hours about what's up with tonight... Hora Le! PEACE!!

This is what i look like now if you guys are wondering..

Today's Soundtrack:
The Montefiori Cocktail
Incubus
The Dave Matthews Band

Intoxicated with Cuba Libre... Currently 3:30 a.m.

And so now once again, i'm writing intoxicated. I can't seem to remember when the last time this happened.. Oh yeah, i wrote in my multiply the last time drunk as hell (check it out http://thashack.multiply.com). Anyways, like i always do, i'm into this shit of deep thinking again. This time it's not one of those shit where i just try and answer some absurd quandery that i normally just formulate out of nowhere. This time i really have to figure some crazy shit valid answer for this shit.. so now you ask.. what the hell am i talking about?!

well, read my previous ABC entry and that's the shit. It's just hard you know?! i know that for a fact, though i never expected it to be this hard. I mean, i've been trying to keep my composure in front of everyone and specially in front of her, and sadly it's just that my composure gauge is at it's record low and i don't know how long i'm gonna last (but i have to make it last.. i kinda promised). And so eventhough it's low and dismal, i just have to keep myself steady (this shit is hard)..

It's the first time in a long time where i got exasperated with a situation.. not with a person.. crazy really..

Quote of the Day: I'd Dance a thousand steps for you, if you say yes to me, i'll be whatever gets you through"

Today's Soundtrack
Dave Matthews Band - Fool to Think, Warehouse, Space Between, Satellite, Typical Situation.
Incubus - Deep Inside, Megalomaniac, Clean, Wish You Were Here, Echo, Certain Shade of Green, Warning, Miss You.
Maroon 5 - She Will be Loved
Sugar Ray - Falls Apart, Spinning Away
The Beatles - Blackbird, Michelle, HELP!

Pope John Paul II 1920 - 2005

Can you please tell the man up above the clouds that I said HI!

Space Invasion...

And so my space was invaded last night in cocoy's party.. how and why? Hazel came with her boy. the first time ever that i could not move properly in my own space with my people. I was with the people i've known for the past 10 years and so, yet last night i felt like i was in a field where there's a lot of people whom i don't know. Last night felt like forever with a twist.. i hope this shit wouldn't happen again.. (Thank God my Brother, Sabrina, Catherine, Marla, Victor and Cocoy was there.. or else i might have gone insane..)

Lack of sleep = Lousy entry

MSNBC News: A Tracktor Driver suffocates under a pile of manure, what a miserable way of passing.. in a pile of manure. How odd.. anyways, this has been a very long week.. project after project after project and a function. i deserve to get a scholarship just for this week alone for the time i spent on school substance. I mean, probably in the average, i slept a total of at least 8 - 10 hours this week.. this ain't right.. this just ain't right..

Current State: Spinning Away in an ominous landscape of neverending calamity(after i get to sleep this will change).
Playing in the Player: Tori Amos, Sarah Mclachlan, Boxcar Racer, Yellow Card, Gomez and 311.

ZzZZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ.. Shut down..