Hey, my friend
It seems your eyes are troubled
Care to share your time with me
Would you say you're feeling low and so
A good idea would be to get it off of your mind

See, you and me
Have a better time than most can dream
Have it better than the best
And so can pull on through
Whatever tears at us
Whatever holds us down
And if nothing can be done
We'll make the Best of What's Around

Turns out not where but who you're with
That really matters
That really matters
And hurts not much when you're around
When you're around

And if you hold on tight
To what you think is your thing
You may find you're missing all the rest
She ran up into the light surprised
Her arms are open
Her mind's eye is...

Seeing things from a
Better side than most can dream
On a better road I feel
So you could say she's safe
Whatever tears at her
Whatever holds her down
And if nothing can be done
She'll make the best of what's around

Turns out not where but what you think
That really matters
And hurts not much when you're around

I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To twist her arms now

She stares up at the stars when
The stars fell from her hair then
I bent down to collect them
And then she was gone

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
I beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

Oh, I came there to find out
Find out she'd made up her mind, oh
My arms are all tied up
To me she was blind

This space between us
Where wingless dreams fall earless
Will you not bear me witness
With your back to me now

It seemed so unnerving
Still somehow deserving
That she could hold my heart so tightly
And still not see me here, oh

Oh, I sleep just to dream her
Beg the night just to see her
That my only love should be her
Just to lie in her arms

I know I'll miss her later
Wish I could bend my love to hate her
Wish I could be her creator
To be the light in her eyes

I was falling always
And now I'm falling this way
What will become of me
When I'm all far away

I'm spinnning down
I'm spinning up
Upon this way
Wondering what will become of me
When I'm all far way

I'm spinning down
I'm all away
A greater way

What Will Become of Me?

You Never Diss your Homie

You Never Diss your own homie. You know what i mean.. in all aspects! you gots to respect the one you call "Brother". You still with me?! You gots to know where you stand, and you should know where you can only be you know. Having Brothers from the hood is sacred, because you know they there for you when you need them.. ya dig?! and for one, since they always there for you and all that, its a fuckin' mortal sin to diss them. Mistakes are there G, but they can be prevented you know what i mean? if you only thinkin' straight!

Know where you are next time G.. Know where you are, and know where you should be, So this shit ain't gonna happen again.. I'm still with you G, But what you did was cruel.. Stay true to who you callin your brother.. because you damn well know they stayin true to you.. Peace out Homes!

Did you ever get the feeling of waking up in the middle of the night, realizing you didn't sleep at all?! you know what i mean?! if ever you have felt this crazy ass feeling.. contact me!! hehehe

"There is.."

this vacation ain't useless
these white pills aren't kind
i'm giving it a lot of thought on this coming 8-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 1 and past somemore time
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we used to have
the days have come and gone
our lives when but so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your living room floor
where we told stories and i sweared i loved you more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay
that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is..

those notes i wrote you
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this june
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is..

"Angel in the Rain"

Verse1:

Sitting by myself
On this cold and stormy day
Thoughts of you on my head
Wondering if you'll come my way

You'd make the cold much warmer
The gray so colorful to see
Everything just seems so beautiful
When you are with me

Chorus:

You're my angel in the rain
You see me through darkness and through pain
And when the sun shines so bright and clear
Then I know you must be near
Somewhere here, Close to me
Somewhere here, Close to me

Verse2:

Sometimes I just wonder
When I'll next see your face
The touch of your hand on my shoulder
The comfort of your sweet embrace

And I know that day will come
Maybe when I need you best
You'll just suddenly be beside me
And you will be my rest

Bridge:

Oh I can be strong and stand tall
For you are with me through it all
And its just so plain to see
You're all I need
Right here, with me

"written and copyrighted to Sebastian".."inspired by the lady he calls his angel"

"REAL MADRID TAKE LA LIGA FOR THE 29th TIME!!!"



38 Days of tension, 38 days of illusion, 38 of dreaming, 38 days.. with one objective. To win their 29th Spanish La Liga Title. The Real Madrid C.F. Proved once more that they are truly Spain's greatest football club! Real Madrid staged the achievement of the Liga title tonight before all its fans after beating Athletic Bilbao in an intense and thrilling game. Ronaldo did one of his best games with Real. Today he scored two goals and provoked the free kick that Roberto Carlos took to hit another target. On leaving the field to be replaced by Morientes, the Brazilian forward got a huge applause from the stands, as a sort of pre-celebration of the title. Real Madrid has achieved its 29th Liga bringing this excellent season to such an spectacular end!

THE MATCH:
2 - REAL MADRID: Casillas; Michel Salgado, Hierro (Pavón, 90’), Helguera, Roberto Carlos; Makelele, Guti; Figo, Raúl, Zidane (Solari, 89’); and Ronaldo (Morientes, 83’).
1 - ATHLETIC: Aranzubia; Luis Prieto, Lacruz, Karanka, Del Horno; Gurpegi, Alkiza; Joseba Etxeberria (Tiko, 69’), Yeste (Oscar Vales, 75’), Ezquerro (Arriaga, 69’); and Urzaiz. REFEREE: Ramírez Domínguez, Navarra Referees Association. Yellow cards to Hierro and Gurpegui.
GOALS:
1-0: Min. 9: Roberto Carlos and Figo’s move on the left flank, the Brazilian sends a centre shot to Ronaldo, who scores.
1-1: Min. 36: Alkiza takes Casillas by surprise with a long-range shot.
2-1: Min. 45: Roberto Carlos, free kick.
3-1: Min. 60: Centre pass from Zidane to Ronaldo, who beats Aranzubía with a right-footed shot.
OTHER FACTS: Liga Matchday 38. Santiago Bernabéu Stadium, full. It has been the 18th time that the tickets have been sold out this season at Bernabéu. Hot evening and field of play in perfect condition.

I see the stars sparkling so bright,
Within the moon kissed sky.
I hear the lark so sweetly sing,
Amidst the morning dawn.
I smell the flower full in bloom,
And see their royal pomp.

And yet some place so deep within,
I'm shrouded and I'm closed.
The brilliance there I can't see,
In mists of misery.
Enshrined inside, unable thus,
To touch the warmth without.

I gaze upon this passion spent,

And yet . . . Inside I die.

The Lost Soul


What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

"David Beckham Becomes a Madrista!"

"I could not let this opportunity pass me. I know that I will always regret it later in life if I had turned down the chance to play at another great club like Real Madrid", said English footballer David Beckham following the confirmation of his signing for Real Madrid. "I recognise that this is an amazing opportunity for and my family," he explained.
England captain who will become a Real Madrid player for the next four seasons, recognised "this is an amazing opportunity for me at this stage in my career and a unique and exciting experience for my family". Besides, Beckham thanked "other clubs who were interested in signing me, but I really want to play in the Champions League."

When it was time for him to say farewell to Manchester, Beckham, trained by Alex Fergusson, said something about his mentor: "I would like to publicly thank Sir Alex Ferguson for making me the player I am today," he said. "I will always hold precious memories of my time at Manchester United and Old Trafford as well as the players, who I regard as part of my family, and the brilliant fans who have given me so much support over the years."

Florentino Pérez: "Beckham wanted to come"
Following the confirmation of Beckham's signing, Real President Florentino Pérez denied that the Club has made huge efforts to sign the top world players and said that it is the players themselves who wish to be part of the white side.

"It is not that we make efforts, but there are some footballers who wish to join Real because it is a very attractive team right now. Last year Ronaldo happened to be ready to leave his side and this year Manchester and Beckham agreed to go separate ways, but, only and exclusively to play in Real, you can be sure of that. It has been a bit of a coincidence", said Real President.

Florentino Pérez stated that the thransfer of the English international player had to be brought about ahead of the schedule because Madrid did not want to "run the risk of having to pay a higher price for the move". About the number Beckham will be wearing on the back of his shirt, the President said "he will take the number that is free, just like the others did".

Valdano: "We are delighted about Beckham's arrival"
"There is an agreement at last, and now we can announce it. We are delighted to have David with us. It is an strategic signing that will make us a more competitive team", said Sporting Director Jorge Valdano as he confirmed Beckham's signing for Real".

Valdano said "I am sure Figo is going to be lined up, the question might be which position Beckham is going to take. The megastars find their place and always end up in the starting lineup. He is a very good player, he has such a powerful image that people sometimes forget about his skills on the field. It is not only that he plays good football, he is also a good professional and is in perfect physical condition". Regarding the club's signing policy, he admitted "it is about signing top world footballers as they already come with a great publicity potential. The reputation of the Club increases with them, they reinforce our brand".

Jorge Valdano assured "our relationship with Manchester United is stronger after this deal, though what actually made everything possible was the player's wish to play in Real ".

My head lay back on the seating
Been so tired, throw away my surrounding
Like the sun and moon take for granted
Soon we move through the flood and we fade away..

Lie about it,
Cry about it,
We'll be ok..

Lean upon me,
I'll lean upon you,
We'll be okay..

Oh, I lay myself at your feet laughing
Hoping my eye is made of the soul choir..

Lean upon me,
I'll lean upon you,
We'll be okay..

Lie about it,
Cry about it,
Soon fade away..

Lie about it,
Cry about it,
We'll be okay..

Lean upon me,
I'll lean upon you,
We'll be okay..

"One Sweet World"

When My Troubles Seem's Outside my door..
And When My Music is not Playing..
Deep Inside i'm almost in tears..
I Can't Just Help but go Outside..
And Realize.. this One Sweet World..
This One Sweet World..

Even if your not here with me..
feeling this breeze that's out..
with this rain that falls like tears..
I will still go outside tonight..
and dance in the street with our mother's fears..
and just say.. this is just one sweet world...

From the top of the mountains you will see..
Green grass and the City lights below..
Where people dream and slumber with uncertainty..
so there you sleep in our mother's breast..
where you can rest in peace..
And so what if the stars ar so high up above..
in there its like hand's reach..
Ain't this just One Sweet World?!

Nine Planets surrond the sun..
but here is where we can only see..
it set in Punta Fuego's Beach..
Where the Sun Dance with the Sea..
Ain't this just One Sweet World?!

Share the time again, I spend with you.. A friend is always good to have, But a lover's kiss is better than angels raining down at me. I dream of you at times, when your by my side i dream you're not just like you are so troubled, and doubling my pain just one more tear you shed for me. I wish that I could climb inside your mind, and spend some time and hug and hold you and mold you into what i'd like.. But no i can't do this, even with just a kiss to spend a while by you, and your familiar smile and voice...

I lay awake and dream, that I can lean back and smile with you. Most everything I do for you, you say.. And the while let's make our way and feel warm in the middle of this storm with you.. and you say it like an angel

Oh, what the friends say is good is right, I say when you were again and you were my friend Before the Dream, This one, say yes I do and with you Sometimes..

But while i do my best, with all the rest i leave to you, can't wait for the hour and when two things become this, and all this trouble from a thought, i'll do it. And then you come up smiling and I'm thrown Into I get a little storm with you, I'll do it..

Always.. Lover, line up and yeah, the road to you is long and I've been on it for a while, and a need a warm embrace.. I'll take a break and say.. I want to leave you awake Always.. im here.. Angel... Even if i Feel Tired I'm Here.. Angel..

I'll Back You Up
I remember thinking
I'll go on forever only knowing
I'll see you again
But I know
The touch of you is so hard to remember
But like that touch I know no other

And for sure we have danced
In the risk of each other
Would like to dance
Around the world with me

I'll be falling all about my own thing
And I know your the heaviest weight
When your not here that's hung
Around my head

And your lips burn wild
Thrown from the face of a child
And in your eyes
The seeing of the greatest few
Do what you will, always
Walk where you like, your steps
Do as you please, I'll back you up

I remember thinking
Sometimes we walk
Sometimes we run away
But I know
No matter how fast we are running
Somehow we keep
Somehow we keep up with each other

I'll be falling all about my own thing
And i know your the heaviest weight
When your not here that's hung
Around my head

And your lips burn wild
Thrown from the face of a child
And in your eyes
The seeing of the greatest few
Do what you will, always
Walk where you like, your steps
Do as you please, I'll back you up

"This is for you.. You know who you are..

"My Second Family"

Last Weekend Me, My Family and 9 other Families served in the Family Encounter. It a weekend where families that are in trouble and families that just want to be close to each other attend and settle their differences and fix it up in order to understand each other even more. We are served this years family encounter because we had it last year, so i guess its our turn. Anyways..

I'd like to thank the people in our family encounter specially the youth for making it memorable for me. from my heart to yours, You guys are the something else "My Second Family". Nothing can come between us...

Mishy and Trina- The Ate's that I never had!
Nicky- YB in the bushes in BLD! how can i forget!
Maita- My Cute Little Sister! (I OWE YOU A BONNET!!)
Tisha- My Sister's Friend that is also my Sister
Paolo- A Brother that is also a Friend
The Conception Ladies- The Cool Version of the Brady Bunch!
Little Justin Conception- My Little Pal! (Im adam sandler and he's the Kid from Big Daddy)
Anthony- Sting me little Brother!!
Allan- Kuya Allan
Primo- Forza Juve!
Kathleen- younger version of Heart Evangelista
Joan- The Director!
Mike-6'2 from La Salle
Inigo- The Shepherd's Son
The Go's- Of Course! You guys are the my own flesh and blood! how can i forget you guys! hehe! nice one!

See You All in Fuego this weekend or when ever!

Sometimes a Jimi Thing slides my way and keeps me swinging
I'd like to show you what's inside
And I shouldn't care
If you don't like it
Brother chaos rule all about
Sometimes I walk there
Well yes God knows sometimes I take a bus there
Shouldn't care shouldn't care
Bereaved as I'm feeling..

The day is gone
I'm on my back
Staring up at the ceiling
U take a drink sit back relax
Smoke my mind make me feel
Better for a small time
What I want is what I've not got
And what I need Is all around me
Reaching searching never stop
And I'll say...

If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
Till I get to the end of this tunnel Honey
If you could keep me floating
Just for a while
I'll get back to you

"Fergie Wants Gianluigi Buffon after his Spectacular UEFA Performance"

Alex Ferguson say that Gianluigi Buffon is the Juventus star they'd most like to see at Old Trafford.The Juve keeper impressed during the Champions League Final last Wednesday, and of all the Turin-based players on show, he's the one that Reds want Fergie to buy. He wouldn't come cheap, though - at £32.6 million he's the most expensive goalie in the history of the game, Alessandro del Piero came second in the poll, which only included the Juventus players who took part in the final - hence no Pavel Nedved who was suspended.
The striker won 24.7% of the vote to Buffon's 40.8%, with midfield terrier Edgar Davids coming in third with 15.1% of the vote.
Lilian Thuram was the only other man to get into double figures of votes, polling 12.3% of the total number.

Oh, just sitting while she listens
She says I don't need this place
It seems a million years she's stuck here
But says nothing of what she thinks

She thinks, "Hey,
How did I come to this?
I dreamt like anybody else one night
I would be a beautiful princess."

But then the roads in the park fall
And then she rode the line in
And the colors mix together to grey
And break me out

Oh, when I'm indifferent
She prays to God most every night
Although she swears He doesn't listen
There's hope in her that He just might

She says, "I pray
But then my prayer fall on deaf ears
I'm supposed to take it all myself
To get out of this place."

She feels the lumps in the heart fall
And she rose up in the back
She hears the cars scream out from outside
And she whispers sometimes about this
But the colors mix together to grey
And wake me up

Oh, he grows up living
He says take what you can from your dreams
Make them real as anything
It takes the work out of the courage

She said, "Please,
There's a crazy man standing outside my door
I live on the corner of a dead end street
At the end of the world."

Oh, and the rocks out in the heart fall
And she dreams her way to life
And she knows no one will lift her
So she might as well do it herself

And then bummed out and worried
Of leaving city life
But all the colors mix together to grey
On Grey Street

You say you think you are nothing
No one else will do it for you
Reach up and grab hold of the sunlight
When you are waiting for what's right
You're holding on your Heaven
I Won't leave you, yeah, yeah...

And the colors mix together to grey
Wake me up, wake me up, wake me up
To grey.

"Last Day of Summer"

All i can say is.. I had a great summer, and I have to thank one person for that. I can't name names but i call her "My Angel". She made my summer something dreamy and somewhat a reality. This summer for me is like a dream and now that its over, im waking up in a beautiful dream.. you know what i mean? Waking up in a beautiful dream and so determined in making that dream a reality. No matter how hard and how nearly impossible that dream is you know.

Anyways.. to those people who were and wer'nt with me this summer..thank you for making this summer as complete as i want it to be. Tomorrow i already have classes so i guess this is my last blog for the summer.. probably my next blog would be how bullshit school will be.. hehehe.. The Hot Southern Sun is Gone and The Cold Stormy Clouds are here in A.A.V.

To the Angel-->You know who you are..

"The Whites Draw against Celta de Vigo 1-1 in Santiago Bernabéu"

Celta ran out with an undeserved draw in the bag after a game that Madrid should have won without much trouble. The Galician side displayed some ordinary and defensive play on the field, a sort of antifootball that brought them an undeserved reward. Mostovoi and Raúl (the best player of the night) scored the goals. The ref disallowed a goal by Salgado when the scoreboard was showing the 1-1 draw. This result does not benefit Madrid in their quest for the title, though we have to wait and see what happens tomorrow between Real Sociedad and Valencia.

THE MATCH:
REAL MADRID: Casillas; Mú€hel Salgado, Hierro, Helguera, Roberto Carlos; Flavio (Morientes, 46�E, Makelele, Figo, Zidane; Raúl y Ronaldo.
CELTA: Cavallero; Velasco, Cáceres, Juanfran, Silvinho; Luccin, Jos�EIgnacio, G. López (Jesuli, 58), Angel, Mostovoi (Wagner, 63�E; Edu (Catanha, 87).
GOALS:
0-1: (35�E Mostovoi, header, taking Madrid defence by surprise.
1-1: (68�E Raúl scores with a precise header.
REFEREE: Fernando Carmona Méndez. Yellow cards to Cáceres, Roberto Carlos, Hierro, Cavallero, Figo, Ángel, Juanfran and Wagner.
OTHER FACTS: Santiago Bernabéu Stadium. Liga Matchday 36. Rainy evening. Tickets sold out.

Photos: Ángel Martínez