I come to you hungry and tired
you give food and let me sleep
I come to you weak
you give strength and that's deep
you called me a sheep
and leed me to green pastures
only asking that I keep the focus
between the chaptures
You give me the word and only acts I interpet
And give me the eyes so I can recognize the serpent
You know I ain't perfect, but you'll like me to try
And just like the devil who wants me to lie.. Till I die..

Lord why is it that, that I go through so much pain
All I saw was black and all I felt was rain
I come to you because it's you that knows
To show me that everything is black
Because me eyes were closed
You give me the light and let me bask in your glory
So it was only right that when you ask for this story
I put together to do all dogs some good
All dogs being all the brothers and sisters in the hood
Plenty of times you sent help my way, but I get a fit..
I remember once you held me close but I slip
There was something that I just had to see
That you wanted me to see so I can be what you wanted me to be
And I think I am seeing it but I don't feel the same
Matter of fact I know I have seen it I can feel the change
And it's strange almost got me beating down your door
But I have never known love like this before
It's a wonderful feeling to get away from the pain
And up under the ceiling I get away from the rain
And the strain that I feel when I'm here is gone
I know real so I wipe away the tears on
And I almost lost faith in you when you took my homie from me,
Like a Crossover taking a brother down from me.
And I fear that what I saying won't be heard until I'm gone
But it's all good, Cause I didn't expect to live long
So if it takes for me to suffer for my homie to see the light
Give me pain till I die but please lord treat him right..

Next up, Valencia..

Before Everything, Beated Happy Birthday to My lovely sister who is currently in Spain right now and i miss so much and a Happy Birthday to My Little Brudda, who is currently snoring in his room right now. Anyways, yesterday has been another unproductive Sunday. how unproductive you ask?! let's just say the TV and i became really close friends, along with the couch, the TV clicker and the five throw pillows in the den (four blues and a yellow one). So because of this, i am obligated to spend the whole day in gym today after running errands for My dear Mother and manually clean the car at least or, send it to the carwash.. whatever..

For Soccer Fans:

On other news, Valecia is up next for Madrid in the Estadio Santiago Bernabeu and Deportivo in the Riazor. The Whites are playing without Ronaldo and Baptista due to injuries. This is gonna be one interesting match week.. for more info check Real Madrid.Com, they got everything there.

Hope tomorrw isn't like today.. sheesh!

A Day in the Life..

It can be harsh sometimes hearing some other person's momma scolding her children right in front of you. Why? because you start realizing what you've done to your own momma. Sad really.. but hey, that's how it goes. Anyway, I got accepted in the Youth's Praise Ministy, nice one! but i actually have no clue on what i'm bound to do there.. but who knows?! maybe HE knows, kuz i sure don't! because everybody knows i can't sing even if my life depended on it! i only sing in the bathroom and it's even off key! sheesh! anyway, going back.. Real Madrid is now top of the La Liga charts! HALA MADRID!! and the NBA season is about to start.. yeah! GO BULLS AND LAKERS!

Ok, i had a really boring day.. sorry, the boredom is killing me! especially my writing! sheeznit! i'll blog again.. maybe later.. or tomorrow.. or something..

God's Playbook



The playbook of life, composed 2000 years ago by different playmakers who never knew the how to play life perfecly until they discovered the ways of the Lord. Playmakers who have experienced first hand, the art of being defeated in life and mastered the art of rising in the ashes with the help of the Big Man above the clouds. Different plays, different ways but under the same influence.. "God's Love and God's will".

Was it just me or was it the Big Man up above the clouds?!

If it was just me, i probably would have said no, so it's probably him. Ok check, I actually auditioned for Youth Praise (that's the choir for the Youth of our village) not hoping to get accepted of course but still, i joined. Now, from the beginning i never actually saw rap music fused unto the how the people in the youth praise sing. But, that's how i tried out.. see, i had to go freestyle on a couple of tunes which was hard because i was on the spot and everyone was watching.. sheesh! but it's all good, at least i got a few verses intact and without choking.. haha! Anyways, other than the audition there was this interview. the questions wern't that hard really, it's just that it really made you think on why you really want to join see?! they ask generic questions like "why'd you want to join?!" and all that stuff. Nice really! really nice!

Anyways, not that i'm hoping, i just hope i did good in that audition. If i'm not in, it's cool! and if i get in well.. better! i just see this as another level of Praising the Man up in the Clouds! maybe that's why he made me join... maybe i wasn't praising him enough?! or maybe he wants me to put my music into good use! not just for gibberish while taking a bath or with friends and stuff!! haha! nice one!!

Today's Soundtrack
2Pac
- I wonder if Heaven got a ghetto
- Only God can judge me
- Better Days
- Hail Mary
- It ain't easy
- Life Goez on
Fighting Temptations Soundtrack
Sister Act 1 and 2 Soundtrack

And so once again, i'm drunk.. so sue me! I feel that, everything is so perfect for me right now, yet i feel so empty inside. Imagine, the parental units finally accepted that i'm extending one final term and we ain't no family issues down at the shack and it's already 60++% that i'm heading to study culinary and i ain't got no failin grades and shit.. now ain't that shit just grand?! yet i still feel like i'm in a ditch.. motherf*ck! Maybe I need less of me and more than HIM! f*ck i don't know..

Anyways, a new chick in prospect right now.. anyways, lets just call her miss.. hahah this shit is so obvious.. anyways, like what Carlos said, "she's like a yema".. sweet and all that sh*t... updates on this when i'm sober.. hahha! peace!! i'll blog tomorrow!

YE-Fied, A Real Madrid Winning Streak and the Bianconeri winning the Italian Derby

After a long time of preperation, the YE#3 is finally over. I never thought that i would feel a bit poignant, since i'm just an auxillery but i do so sue me! Anyways, Another point for the Man above the clouds and near the stars! for the sucess of the YE! We got a lot more Youth Members compared to before.. though i hope they stay in church and pray that this ain't just a one time thing. Moving on, this weekend was somewhat an awakeing for me, Because for the past how many months i've been feeling like shit yet i don't know why. I don't know where all the melancholy is coming from, i mean, i got everything set for me for the next year and a half yet i still felt like shit! LABO DUDE!! During the course of the weekend, i found clarity within myself while serving the Big Man up in the clouds. Now i know the difference between "What I want" and "What I Need", what i want is normally useless.. NORMALLY.. you know, material shit, some crazy ass favors that i'd love for the Big Man to do for me and basically things that i can live without. Though the things is Do need are the things that really count.. like prayers from the Big Man and most def.. Change. I have to change you know.. and since the weekend, i have not done any crazy ass shit yet.. i hope i do anything anymore. So i guess it's a clean slate for me.. i hope i keep it clean... oh yeah, this girl which i call "Banana Pancakes" said that, i should stop cussing because it would be a plus for this Lovely Lady whom i have the jones for. Well.. Banana Pancakes, "i'd do if for her.. but i'd rather do it for myself, it's better that way!"

Real Madrid wins 4-0 with the Brazilian Samba

4-0 against Mallorca! 2 from Roberto Carlos and goal from Ronaldo and Baptista. Everything is looking good for the whites after a dissapointing start of the Liga season. Madrid now with three consecutive victories!..

Juventus wins the Italian Derby against Inter 2-0



After the goals of David Trezeguet and Pavel Nedved, the game was already for the Bianconeri's taking. The Nerrazzurri, did not have a chance to begin with. Capello’s team takes home the sixth win out of six matches which proves Juventus as #1 in Serie A.