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If you could read my mind you'd say "You were right and I don't want to fight anymore". You're usually righter than I am, and I'm not a very good fighter Am I?
No.. neither are you.. So let's be through with this one because some things never change..
How can you be so calm, when the truth is that sometimes we live in the eye of the storm with everything going on around us? I feel comfort in the sounds when you say It will be okay.. Like a star guiding me to the light of the day.. The doldrums could follow me..
I know you're still my same girl, who builds her own frames for the pictures that she paints, of the lights in Monterey. Coming across the bay right back to my same girl..
"You might think I'm your enemy, but that don't make you mine and all I have now is empathy, I wish that you'd stop trying.... Please stop lying"
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And so it has been showed.. It's Doha or bust (so far). Just this morning, I got confirmation that I got accepted as a Chef in one of the Hotels in Doha, Qatar.. By confirmed I mean, they showed me the job offer and all the perks and all I have to do is sign.. A 2 year contract with all expenses paid (from the tickets to the lodging to the uniforms and the transportation)..
The only thing is.. It's a 2 year straight contract and it's in Doha. Very very far from what I'm used to.. I was thinking more of Ice than Sand (when I said Ice, I didn't mean Sand) and somewhere in between Europe and the States (not literally). But you know what I mean..
I have one week to decide since the people from the hotel are gonna call on Monday to set up my medical exam.. I sure hope that Hong Kong job offer comes this week or It's Doha for me.. Siiiigh..
Oh yeah, before I forget.. If I get this.. I'm leaving this July.. niiice...
12:48 am..
Tonight would probably be the most perfect night this entire summer to have someone special right beside you.. I stepped out to have my last cig for the night and once i looked up i was just in awe. Cloudless night, there's quiet cool breeze, all the stars are out, the moon shining on everything and it makes the sky look like it has an endless hue of dark blue.. Perfect, just plain perfect.. You don't get a sky like this everyday.. Especially when you live in the suburbs of the metro..
"You got me feeling like a kid, But this man is no kid you know? So I'm not gonna pull your hair.."
Ey yo ma, how you doin, it's ya son now
And I picked up the mic and put the drugs down
Now I'm tryin to do some things that'll make you proud
Instead of everytime I call it's to bail me out
Oh why didn't I listen to things you used to tell me
Knowin that everything that you said would never fail me
Like 'they got plans for ya
Ain't nothin I can do when them laws get they hands on ya'
But I ain't listenin, even payin attention
I'm just tryna get mine
Takin advantage, you would get two jobs at the same time
Ungrateful, complainin about Nike and Polo signs
But you always come through, and what do I do
I wreck both ya cars, stole money from ya drawers
Sold dope out ya yard, stayed into with them laws
Tryin to pay you back for all the stress that I caused
And always be there to give you whatever you want..
(Excerpt from Nelly's Luven' Me)
Happy Mother's Day Mama.. I may not say it all the time, But I mean it Everyday.. I Love You Mom..
Watching House and the Laker game on the tube, a nice hot cup of Java and a cigarette and to top everything, a not so good pick up game at St. Cuenca park. That's what's composed of my whole day.. Bout You? anything interesting you'd like to share?
I was tempted to actually head out of the house, but the weather is just too damn perfect just to waste it outside.. I'm just lovin' the weather! Maybe I should move to Seattle.. I hear they got weather like this 90% of the year.. The suicide rate is pretty high though, but the hell with it.. I'm pretty sure I'm way way way way Way far from being suicidal so, I guess I'll be alright..
So, Atlanta at Cleveland tomorrow.. This should be interesting..
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The Pride of the Filipinos are off the charts (which is a good thing and thanks to Manny Pacquiao!).. I mean, today, I did my routine once a week visit to the mall and I most probably saw more than twenty people with the same red Manny Pacquiao shirt going around.. Crazy really (In a good way).. I just hope the pride still stays with us even when the whole "Manny Stepped on Hatton" issue had died down and when we snap back to reality and realize that shit is still hitting the Fan (You know what I mean?!)..
Anyway, on other things.. Real Madrid was Humiliated by Barcelona at the Bernabeu. Looks like the speculation of a lot of people that the Galacticos will have no silverware this season is about to come true. The whole season, I've been defending the idea that they will have at least one Trophy. If not the Champions League then the La Liga at least.. I guess I'm wrong (for those two Irishmen at Handlebar: Looks like I owe you guys a pint each..)..
On Other Other Things.. Boston eliminates Chicago. But really? If the Celts are really good, would they really allow the series to reach a crucial Game 7? Ok.. I'm a Chicago fan so sue me! Kudos to Derrek Rose, Ben Gordon, John Salmons and Kirk Heinrich! I can't wait for next season! As for the Celts.. It's Bye Bye once you guys hit Cleveland..
So.. What else is there.. Hmmm...
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