It's really over, you made your stand
You got me crying, as was your plan
But when my loneliness is through, i'm gonna find another you

You take your sweaters
You take your time
You might have your reasons but you will never have my rhyme
I'm gonna sing my way away from blue
I'm gonna find another you

When i was your lover
No one else would do
If i'm forced to find another i hope she looks like you
Yeah and she's nicer too, yeah

So go on baby
Make your little get away
My pride will keep me company
And you just gave yours all away
Oh, now i'm gonna dress myself for two
Once for me and once for someone new
I'm gonna do some things you wouldn't let me do
Oh i'm gonna find another you

#41.. yeah you can say this is for you..

Come and see
I swear by now I'm playing time against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding...
Do you wish a dance and while I'm in the front
My play on time is won
But the difficulty is coming here...

I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I won't tell you to stay
But Its coming to much more...
Me..
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing?
It used to be
that you and me
play for all of the loneliness
that nobody notices now
I'm begging slow I'm coming here...
im waiting I wanted to stay

I wanted to stay
i wanted to play
I wanted to love you

I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way

I'm coming waltzing back
and moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass this by
Oh, and I wouldn't take any more than
What sort of man goes by?
I will bring water
Why won't you ever be glad?
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
Why won't you run in to rain and pray?
Let tears splash all over you

Change and Adapt.. Make it so you'd never ever feel this way ever again..

Valentine's Day.....

Seriously.. This is why falling in love is too God Damn HARD!!! and this is why i hate this day. You know, to be honest with you, this is the first time in a very very long time that i actually tried to celebrate this day. For the past i don't really know, God knows how long,i have been spending Valentines either hanging with my friends wasted or just sleep through it. It just had to be this year... the year where i planned on actually spending it.. where it has to come down.. all cards lay down flat.. which from what i know is somewhat a good thing but somewhat bad.. since i know she's holding 2 the aces and i'm holding a 2 and a 3 relying on the river for a straight.. so far the river hasn't come out yet.. i'm still hoping i get the straight...

I'm in the Piano you're in the Kitchen.. Tough luck..

You know if i could get you that much Orange Emperor Tulips, i would right? Happy Valentines Day.. Ciao Bella!

1dayyoullbethere

You’re sailing through the air to nowhere
the trajectory unclear
but it feels like it’s somewhere
don’t really care if you land or you fall
because it’s not up to you
don’t you know that it should be?

Sign on the dotted line for an unlimited time
but you still won’t know

You feel a hundred feet tall
you see all the things that you could do
but they’re not what you’re doing
Everyone knows where you stand
but you can never see it for yourself
Don’t you know that you should be?

Sign on the dotted line for an unlimited time
but you still won’t know..
and it won't matter at all..
knowing One Day You'll be there..

Run to the Sun..

Though you know i'm feelin' blue..
And you'll do what you must do..
I hope you know..
I'd hand the skies to you..

I'm so embarrassed for mankind..
They have the nerve to let their weapon shine..
They're so stupid..
Do they not know you're about to fly high..
Away..

With the wings that God will give you someday..
I'm not jealous..
I just can't take it..
S.O.S. to your ears, the only thing I ever feared was this day..
And having to say..

It goes while you're here
I wanna tell you something
It's that "I love you girl"
Yeah, and I wish we could run to the sun
And never come back
Yeah..

Seriously.. and this time, i'm not drunk..

I'm not a person who accepts defeat just like that.. For those who REALLY know me, i may not show that i'm like that.. but deep inside i am.. i do not know when enough is enough.. your gonna have to tell me when enough is enough for me to actually know that whatever i'm doing is enough.. may it be good or bad. Some say it's a good trait, they say i'm a "fighter" for being like that, but in all honesty, that so called trait either get's me into so much trouble or into so much shit more than it gets me to what it is that i really want...

So anyway, this is addressed to you and you know who you are. Yeah, ok.. first up, FINE!!, you win. It's hard for me to swallow this and you know that.. YOU WIN!

I mean, just to explain myself.. you got me.. i fell into the God forsaken ditch.. it's not deep yeah? and i wasn't actually expecting you to actually try and catch me, but i was kinda hoping you'd give me hand you know? at least a helping hand so it would be easier for me to get up since we go way back.. but you didn't since like what you said "you rather just keep everything inside rather than just say it" so.. i imagine you, just standing infront of the ditch watching me crawl up.. The only good thing that i can remember right now is while i'm crawling up, you were still talking to me yeah? and we're still calling each other names like "Jack" or something that's in the breakfast menu of this restaurant that serves really good tacos.. Funny because i feel so stupid to actually think that i'd get "Kudos" from you for trying to get out of that ditch by myself.. i guess i was wrong.. or maybe you're just like that since you don't say much when it comes to things like that.

Do I Sound Emo? or Do i sound like you? if and that's only if.. you actually say something..

Anyway, i'm not saying goodbye, since i'm still gonna be here and this is my space.. i was here first.. You know what, If this happens to a normal person, he or she would probably just stop everything and just walk away.. never to be seen by you or the others connected to you (you know who i'm talking about).. but like i said.. like they said.. "I'm a fighter".. i just don't know when to give up.. there you go..

You've may have won this battle... but from what i see.. we've only just begun..

The First Tagalog Blog of the Year..

Kasi Ganito yan eh.. kahit anong gawin ko, kahit anong pa-ikot-ikot ko sa kama ko, kahit anong laro ko ng futbol, punta sa gym at magpaka pagod at tumakbo pa-iko-ikot sa loob nang alabang.. may gusto talaga ako sa iyo. Akala ko na pag ginawa ko lahat ng gusto ko, makakalimutan ko ang aking pagnanais sa iyo, ngunit hindi talaga.. Nasabi ko pa nga na ipagpapalit ko ang aking futbol para sa iyo at at least nandun ako kung nasaan ka? sus mariya! eh kung sa nanay ko hindi ko magawa yon.. eh sino ka ba? isang sabi mo lang gagwin ko na.. easy lang ha! tancha ko, di lang kita gusto.. ewan ko ba kung ano yung tawag sa termino na mas malupit pa sa "di lang kita gusto" pero malamang yun na yun.. Bahala ka na kung ano tawag dun.. basta.. yun na yun..

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