Good Morning Makati..

To begin with. It's early morning and I'm already in Makati since my sister had me accompany her to another job interview. Anyway, I kinda like the feel here in this area in the Metro. Before, I had this whole thing going on that I don't want to be corporate or whatsoever since I don't like the concept of the whole thing of sitting in a desk from 9 to 5 and doing paper work and all that, but now that I'm looking at it i mean just feeling the of the vibe of the whole thing, I guess It's not so bad. I just had my mind closed on the whole thing. Of course, I know that I'm way far from something like this since my job description and "The Plan" really shoves me far away from something like this but given the chance maybe now, I'm already willing to give it a shot.

Speaking of "The Plan" like what I said a few months back, this is the hardest part of the whole Plan. The 2nd step which is what I call "Re-entering the industry with a whole new aspect" (the 1st step is "graduating with the dream" which is culinary school). It's been at least 3 months since I graduated from culinary school and so far since then, I've been looking for a way to re-enter the industry. So far no luck. Once in awhile there are opportunities here and there and I don't was to sound like a spoiled prick when I say this but, they just aren't for me. Especially right now when the economy is like shit, I shouldn't be picky when it comes to work but, I can do those things that are being offered to me as of the moment. It's not part of "The Plan".

Now, since we're on the topic of "The Plan" something Lily Aldrin said hit me while she was talking to Ted Mosby about "His Plan". Cheesy yeah, this is from How I met your mother, the season 4 finale. In the show, Ted is an architect and he recently just lost his job and he didn't want to settle for another job since that was the whole plan. The line was when she asked Ted if he really needed to stick to the plan. Even though the world is telling him that the plan isn't going to happen anytime soon or won't happen at all and does he really have to force it? When she said that, I felt like Ted Mosby right then and there. "The Plan".. The plan is, I'm going to be a Chef, I'm gonna study three and a half years of college, study an extra culinary course to back everything up and get enough experience from my internships. Just like Ted, he's gonna be an architect, he studied architecture and got enough experience. But the thing is, what if Lily was right? The whole "Plan" is just until step one and we're just forcing something that up until the universe tells us to our faces that we refuse to believe it till then? And maybe when that happens it's already too late to come up with a new plan.

See, that's the only thing that I'm terrified of. What if it's really like that and it's comes to a point where in It's too late? What if I'm fighting a losing battle where in there isn't any glory when I lose and my stubbornness of getting what I want without compromise gets the best of me? What if I prove my dad right? There are just too many what if's to mention. But that's the whole concept of what I'm afraid of happening.

So far, it's been leaning to that and even if I don't show it. I'm scared shitless. believe me. I've never been scared my whole life.

Just now I realize that, there are one thousand and one reasons I can think of why I shouldn't be with you. But now I regret not thinking about the other reasons, because I know for a fact that somewhere in between those reasons, the reason why we should be together is there somewhere.. Sorry.

Lebron James act's up Again..

Cristiano Ronaldo Finally Presented at the Bernabeu! From CR7 to CR9

First of the Month..


First it's Kaka, then Albiol and finally C. Ronaldo on July 6..

June's Tracklist:

Dave Matthews Band- Shake Me Like a Monkey (Big Whiskey and the GrooGrux King)
Phoenix- Rome (Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix)
Radiohead- Weird Fishes/ Arpeggi (Rainbows)
Foreign Born- That Old Sun (Person to Person)
Apostle of Hustle- Xerses (Eats Darkness)
Dave Matthews Band- Alligator Pie (Big Whiskey and the GrooGrux King)
Jay-Z- I'll Do Anything (Life and Times of Shawn Carter Vol. 3)
Phoenix- 1901 (Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix)