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I'm Tired.. I can't explain why but I am.. I know it's not from work, not from sports.. But I'm Tired..

The last 100 hours..

I'm down to the last one hundred hours of my internship and so far I have yet to think f what to do next. I've had previous plans, but since the whole recession and worse, the recession being crazier than ever, I have to re-think my game plan. Talk about the world's economy screwing your career path over. I never thought it would go down like this.. I guess I'm not the first..

On other things, I just realized awhile ago how the whole world works in terms of "deserving".. Like on how one guy wins the lottery and the other guy just goes "well, he deserved it" or when one ugly guy hooks up with a really hot chick and the next guy goes "well, deserved it" or when a guy is in jail for murder and his jail mate says "we deserve this shit".. I think it's all a bunch of bullshit.. The word deserve is overrated, from how i see it, people tend to connect the word "deserve" to fate.. But if you put everything to perspective.. The reason why the guy won the lottery is because he buys tickets all the time and the reason why the other guy has a hot chick beside him is because he worked his ass of to get a chick that hot and the reason why the last guy is in jail is because he did something to get there.

Deserve.. Tss.. bullshit.. You pay for what you get.. and if that's what you get, it's because that's what you payed for..

The most emotional day of my life..

Until now, I still don't know what I did wrong to deserve a day like this. All I remember doing was just waking up, doing my bathroom duties, having breakfast and heading straight for work. That's it.. I can't recall doing anything stupid to be able to deserve such an emotional day.. So How emotional was it? Take note, Everything Happened in a span of 4 Hours (that's from 8 am to 12 noon).

1.) Just as I got in the kitchen, the Demi-Chef asked me to make Indian Lentil soup for 350 people since the there's a function. Just before I was done.. like a few seasoning away from being completely done with the soup, the shelf on top of me decided to give way.. thus having the stuff on it fall into my soup (Cans of sardines, Croutons, Boxes of Cereal.. Etc.).. So the top half of the soup splattered all over my face and clothes, and I had to re-re do the whole soup...... from scratch.

2.) Right after the whole Soup incident, I headed straight for the nearest sink to wash up, and to my luck the nearest one was where the stewards wash the kitchen equipment. So there I was washing up, without knowing that I was standing underneath the half open grease trap (who in the right state of mind would leave a grease trap half open?). Since I was standing there, and it's half open, my foot went inside the grease trap covering it with the collected grease from the whole kitchen and of course I got off balanced because of this and my back accidentally leaned against the bottom of the hanging pans, making half of the back of my uniform black (This was still around 9-10 am and I already looked like a wet and dirty Rag).

3.) Moving forward to right before lunch.. The Pastry kitchen asked me to collect the fondant, i made the other day. On my way back from the fridge with the fondant just before hitting the pastry kitchen itself, I slipped and fell ass first on the floor.. with the fondant.. I didn't see that the air con was dripping.. Oh yeah, I was with the cute EC assistant when this happened. So she saw everything... (at this point, I wanted to go home already... but of course.. I couldn't)

4.) Fast forward to when me and Brian were having a midnight snack at Sinangag Express.. While I was reassuring him that what he was doing was wrong.. he spilled vinegar all over my face and shirt...

Need I say more?! This was one of the most emotional, stressful and depressing days of my life and I hope this doesn't happen again...

I came across one of my friends blog entries just now, and minus her, ranting about how she saw her Ex boyfriends current girlfriend, It's actually kinda interesting since she made a list of what she used to do back when she was young. And to be honest, it wasn't far from what I like doing back when I was too which makes it kinda cool since all this time i thought she was like the rich-don't want to get mud on my leg type of girl.. Niiice!

On other things.. Real Madrid is now eliminated from the Champion's League.. What's new?! Hassle!! Liverpool is also my team but I'm more of a Madridista than a Red. Also, Chelsea eliminated Juventus.. Now I'm down to just Liverpool. Anyway, Good Luck to them..

So...

Mount Pulag?.. Check!



Elevation 2,922 m (9,587 ft)
Prominence 2,954 m (9,692 ft) Ranked 106th

CONQUERED!

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First of the Month.

So far so good.. Start of the month and already I'm heading for another road trip. In a few hours time, I'm off to the highest peak in Luzon, Mount Pulag. They say it's really easy since we're taking the easiest route and I used to climb a lot round 10 years back, but that's before all the alcohol and cigarettes.. but we'll see..

Click this if you want information about the mountain..

On other things, i've already done more than half of my allotted time as an intern, so I'm guessing by the end of the month i'll be done and will just be waiting for graduation in April..

Anyway.. till after the climb.. Ciao!