The last 100 hours..

I'm down to the last one hundred hours of my internship and so far I have yet to think f what to do next. I've had previous plans, but since the whole recession and worse, the recession being crazier than ever, I have to re-think my game plan. Talk about the world's economy screwing your career path over. I never thought it would go down like this.. I guess I'm not the first..

On other things, I just realized awhile ago how the whole world works in terms of "deserving".. Like on how one guy wins the lottery and the other guy just goes "well, he deserved it" or when one ugly guy hooks up with a really hot chick and the next guy goes "well, deserved it" or when a guy is in jail for murder and his jail mate says "we deserve this shit".. I think it's all a bunch of bullshit.. The word deserve is overrated, from how i see it, people tend to connect the word "deserve" to fate.. But if you put everything to perspective.. The reason why the guy won the lottery is because he buys tickets all the time and the reason why the other guy has a hot chick beside him is because he worked his ass of to get a chick that hot and the reason why the last guy is in jail is because he did something to get there.

Deserve.. Tss.. bullshit.. You pay for what you get.. and if that's what you get, it's because that's what you payed for..