I Cross my fingers everytime you speak..

I got my fingers crossed everytime you speak..
the feelings i share are my extremes,
and at those times, you don't even breathe,
say a word,
or even blink,
but believe me everytime you get to,
I got my fingers crossed even before you do.

"Crash Into Me"

You've got your ball
you've got your chain
tied to me tight tie me up again
who's got their claws
in you my friend
Into your heart I'll beat again
Sweet like candy to my soul
Sweet you rock
and sweet you roll
Lost for you I'm so lost for you

You come crash into me
And I come into you
I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

Touch your lips just so I know
In your eyes, love, it glows so
I'm bare boned and crazy for you
When you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
In a boys dream
In a boys dream

If I've gone overboard
Then I'm begging you
to forgive me
in my haste
When I'm holding you so girl
close to me

Oh and you come crash
into me, baby
And I come into you
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show the world to me
Hike up your skirt a little more
and show your world to me
In a boys dream.. In a boys dream

Oh I watch you there
through the window
And I stare at you
You wear nothing but you
wear it so well
tied up and twisted
the way I'd like to be
For you, for me, come crash
into me

"Just Like Water..You are"

Moving down the streams of my lifetime
Pulls the fascination in my sleeve
Cooling off the fire of my longing
Boiling off my cold within her heat
Melting down the walls of inhibition
Evaporating all of my fears
Baptizing me into complete submission
Dissolving my condition with his tears

Coursing through my senses, he's prevailing
Floating through the space of my design
Drowning me to find my inside sailing
Drinking in the mainstream of her mind
Filling up the cup of my emotions
Spilling over into all I do
If I only I could get lost in his ocean
Surviving on the thought of loving you

Bathing in the fountain of her essence
she causes my expression to remain
Humbled on a mountain by hes presence
Never washing my intentions with her name
Sealing off the floodgates of her passions
Saving all his liquid for her own
Moisturizing me to satisfaction
In my imagination? No no!
She's pouring out her soul to me for hours and hours
Drawing out my nature with her hands
Yearning I'm so thirsty for her love
Burning to be worthy of her hands

She's just like the water,I ain't felt this way in years

Manchester United Rocked by Ronaldo

4-3: Ronaldo puts Madrid into semifinals to face Juventus, but that match is only future. Now we have just enjoyed one of the best games in recent years. A one-to-one duel was staged tonight with two giants on the spotlight. Above all that, tonight the most outstanding figure on the pitch earned all the glory and worship of the Real Madrid family. Ronaldo’s three goals turned the showdown all white (maybe black on this occasion). It was a showdown full of passion, intensity and good football thanks to the great footballers on the field and, of course, the goals. Old Trafford began to shout “We want six!!! That finally was one goal short because we saw seven targets tonight. And Ronaldo’s three had more weight than Manchester’s four. Hello, Juve!

THE MATCH:
2 - MANCHESTER UNITED: Barthez; Silvestre (Phil Neville, 78’), Ferdinand, Brown, O’Shea; Butt, Keane (Fortune, 81’), Verón (Beckham, 62’); Solskjaer, Giggs and Van Nistelrooy.
3 - REAL MADRID: Casillas; Míchel Salgado, Hierro, Helguera, Roberto Carlos; Makelele, McManaman (Portillo, 68’); Figo (Pavón, 87’), Zidane, Guti; Ronaldo (Solari, 66’).
GOALS:
0-1 (11’): Ronaldo rounds off an excellent long-range assist from Guti.
1-1 (42’): Van Nistelrooy shoots near the goal line from a pass by Solskjaer.
1-2 (51’): Ronaldo scores without much difficulty following an interplay by Zidane and Roberto Carlos.
2-2 (52’): Helguera kicks the ball but Casillas mistook it following a bad shot by Verón.
2-3 (59’): Ronaldo, fantastic right-footed missile from 25 metres off.
3-3 (70’): Beckham from a free kick.
4-3 (85’): Beckham shoots, hits Hierro, and the ball slips into Casillas’ goal.
REFEREE: Pierluigi Collina (ITA). Yellow cards to Verón (17’), Figo (71’) and Fortune (+93’).
OTHER FACTS: 2002/03 Champions League quarterfinals, second leg. Old Trafford, 72.000 spectators. Real Madrid will play Juventus at the semifinals.

Somwhere In The Middle

I Was In school the other Hour
And I saw you in our Cubicle
and I was waving as you were sitting,
You had thins look of an Angel,
In a very bad disguise,
Did You think for a second i wouldn't Realize?

I was home the other night,
i saw you in the internet,
it was late and i was lonely,
so i asked if you could call you,
for a talk that i know will last the night,
so spoke and brought you my message,
for a second i din't hear i sigh,
you had this voice like of an angel,
it was such a bad disguise,
did you think for a second i wouldn't realize?

tripping hard falling down onto the ground
cause I can't stand up
and I can't fall down
and I'm somewhere in the middle of this

well I find it hard
I always tried to find the sane life
but I don't like the way things are
and I keep falling to my knees
somewhere in the middle of this

somewhere in the middle of love..

DDAY 18.04.03

Another Day, Another Step to life as we know it.. its like damn dude, life is a bitch. I didn't actually get what i wanted and damn thats frustrating bro. The thing that wanted was the thing that i have been praying for all these years. And when i actually found it, it wasn't ready for me yet. Oh well Shit happens.. but it doesn't mean i will stop fighting...

For You (#41)

Come and see
I swear by now I'm playing time
I against my troubles
I'm coming slow but speeding
Do you wish a dance and while I'm
in the front
the play on time is won
but the difficulty is coming here

I will go in this way
And find my own way out
I wont tell you to stay
But I'm coming to much more
Me
All at once the ghosts come back
Reeling in you now
What if they came down crushing
Remember when I used to play for
all of the loneliness that nobody
notice now
I'm begging slow I'm coming here
Only waiting I wanted to stay
I wanted to play
I wanted to love you

I'm only this far
And only tomorrow leads my way

I'm coming waltzing back and moving into your head
Please, I wouldn't pass this by
I would take any more than
What sort of man goes by
I will bring water
Why wont you ever be glad
It melts into wonder
I came in praying for you
why wont you run
in the rain and play
let the tears splash all over you

"Echo"

There’s something about the look in your eyes
Something I noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you’re so worth the fight

My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way, yeah
Could you show me dear?
Something I've not seen.
Something infinitely interesting
Could you show me dear?
Something I've not seen.
Something infinitely interesting

There’s something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something someone contrives
Your movements echo that I've seen the real thing.

I wish this could have been for you..

Love me, not as the dreaming nurses
my falling lungs, nor as the cypress
in his age the lass's clay.
love me and lift your mask

Love me, not as he girls in heaven
their airy lovers, nor the mermaiden
her salty lovers in the sea.
love me and lift your mask

Love me, not as the ruffling pigeon
the tops of trees, nor as the legion
of gulls the lip of waves
love me and lift your mask.

Love me, as loves the mole his darkness
and the timid deer the tigress:
hate and fear by your two loves
love me and lift your mask

ONE FINE DAY!

I over slept, my bag got stolen inside my friends van. i fuckin slipped and fell face first in the bathroom. i played ball and had a really idiotic game. and finally i just figured out my life was with my stolen bag.. my journal was in my fuckin bag.. the journal where all of my poems that aint published here are written. my most priced possesion (my discman is and large ass earphones is a second next to it and it was stolen too along with all my Bob Marley CD's). How can this day get any better?

To the person who fuckin stole my bag.. God Bless you! AND I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL BITCH!!!alsoI HOPE SATAN PUTS A STAKE THROUGH YOU ASS AND HANGS YOU BACKWARDS! CUT OFF YOUR BALLS AND FEED IT TO YOU! YOU HEARD ME? FUCK Y'ALL DOIN'! DON'T NEVER RETURN THE SHIT YOU STOLE FROM ME ANYMORE! KUZ IF YOU DO AND I SEE YOU! BELIEVE ME IMONA KILL YOU SON OF A BITCH! IMONA MAKE SURE THAT YOU GONNA BE IN HELL AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! BITCH!

Strike Two

Somedays I just wanna up and call the quits, I feel like I'm surrounded by a wall of bricks, Everytime I go to get up I just fall in pits.My life's like one great big ball of shit! If I could, just put it all onto what I spit Instead of always tryina swallow it Instead of starin' at this wall and shit.While I sit writin' this plot, sick of all this shit! Bitch, i keep on sayin Shit! All I know is I'm about to hit the wall If I ever have to give up with this Chick, Bitch!

This is it last straw That's all, That's it I ain't dealin' with another fuckin' politic I'm like a skillet bubblin', until it filters up I'm about to kill it, I can fill it buildin' up Blow this buliding up, I've been sealed enough My cup, When its over I'da filled it up Then it explodes, and spills my guts You think all I do is stand here and feel my nuts.

Well.. Imma show you what, You gon' feel my rush If you don't feel it, then it must be too real to touch Build the dutch, Im about to tear shit up Goosebumps, Yea Imma make your hair sit up, Yea sit up Imma tell you who I be, Imma make you hate me, Cuz you ain't me You ate, it ain't too late for you to finally see What you close-minded Fucks, What you Blind to see Whoever finds me is gonna get a finders fee Out this world, they no it ain't a mind to me You need piece of mind? Here's a piece of mine All I need's a line, Sometimes I don't always find the words to rhyme To express how I'm really feeling at that time, Yes Sometimes,but That sometimes is always me How dark can these hallways be The clock strikes midnight 1, 2, then half passed 3 This half-ass rhyme, with this half-ass piece of paper I'm desperate in my task If I could just get the rest of this shit off my chest, Again Stuck in this slump, Can't think of nothing Fuck, I'm stumped, Oh Wait Here comes something, No! Its not good enough, scribble it out New pad, crinkle it up, and throw the shit out I'm fizzling out, thought I figured it out Balls in my court but I'm scared to dribble it out I'm afraid, but why am I afraid? Why am I a slave To this Tray? Sign not to spit to the grave Real enough to route you up, Want me to flip it? I can rip it any style you want. Fuck it!