Live and Still Dreaming..

And so i thought i was doing just fine.. and so i thought, Believed, alleged, said, held and supposed.. Anyways, i thought after at least two weeks of no contact, i'd be just fine.. and like what i said "and so i thought". Anyways, after picking up Cocoy and Marla in the domestic airport we headed straight to Magallanes and straight to her house. At the outset i was "it's cool, it's cool.. i can handle the goddamn pressure", but when the moment arrived and when the girl arose from her white front door, all that saved up composure from two weeks just vanished. I didn't know what happened.. Maybe i was just in awe since i haven't seen and conversed with the girl in quite awhile. Anyway, at some point in during our quick stop in the girls place.. i had this subliminal feeling where someone was stabbing me unswervingly in my chest and saying "You were just too late, now wait your turn..". Thank God we didn't stay long.. because if we did, i might have just ran off or something.. i don't know.. HAY DIOS MIO!!.. CHE COSTA LA SCOPATA! CHE COSTA L'INFERNO?! QUALUNQUE! maybe this is just another one of them tests, you know.. the "HOW LONG CAN MON REALLY WAIT TEST".. i remember one of my friends saying "it's probably gonna be a long hard wait.." the long part i understand but i never expected it to be this hard.. damn.. Struggle to pare! anyways.. i'll just pray that this wait's gonna be worth it..

Today's Sountrack
Incubus - S.C.I.E.N.C.E. , Make Yourself, Morning View
Montefiori Cocktail - Raccolta Vol. 1
Morcheeba - The Big Calm
Mars Volta - De-Louse in the Comatorium
30 Seconds to Mars
- Capricorn
- Year Zero
- 93 Million Miles
- Echelon
Flogging Molly
- The Wanderlust
- Within a Mile Home
- The Spoken Wheel
- Drunken Lullabies
- Swagger
- Another Bag of Bricks