The Phenom Moves to San Siro



The Phenomenon Ronaldo Moves to AC Milan tonight.. Today is a sad day for Madridistas.
Thank You and Good Luck R9!

Can't Get My Hands On

I should have turned back,
I should have known better,
i should have walked away on the feeling,

i said it tonight, i'll say it forever,
and this time i really gonna mean it...
Have you ever heard me scream i love you?
this place is safe and sound
Your probably glued on t.v.
Your something i can't get my hands on..
This isn't what I imagined..

I'd like for this to end..
I'd like for this to stop
Your something i can't get my hands on..

The last time I saw you, you turned away..
Maybe you couldn't see me with the sun shining in your eyes..
I said, 'Hello,' but you kept on walking..
Maybe you've gone deaf from the sound of the people laughing..

The last time I saw you, you turned away..
Maybe You couldn't hear me with my voice ringing in your ears.
Do you remember we used to hang sometimes?
Maybe you couldn't feel Me.. Since i may always feel so far away..

The first time I saw you, didn't turn away..
It was funny since there were a lot of people in our way..
I said, 'Hello,' and you stopped walking.
Maybe because before i haven't got any feelings that were blocking..

The first time I saw you, you didn't turn away.
We even sang jack johnson with screaming noises ringing in our ears..
Do you remember where we to hang sometimes?
I don't know why you couldn't feel me.. I was never far away..

If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile...
If you wanna' stay with me a while...

The next time I see you, you'll turn away...
I'll say, 'Hello,' but you'll keep on walking...
The next time you see me.. I think.. I'll turn away...

But Still..
If I could, I'd only wanna' make you smile...
If you wanna' you could stay with me a while...

(Edited form the +44 song..)

The Statement..

I Hope and pray you get to read this.. this is the side that you wish not to see, not to acknowledge, and i bet you don't want to hear.. this is my statement to you..

It started with a song about the rain and breakfast and evolved to being the unforseen connections to what's a beautiful relationship now.. we never thought it would come to this.. maybe it's just me.. i never thought, imagined and even put an idea to this happening, but it did. At the begining i never wanted this but something inside told me that i wouldn't be able to get away from this so i accepted it..

For whatever it's worth, yeah i still do.. what's there to actually do something about it? i mean, it's there i can't take it out of my system, no matter what i do. Actually, it's feels miserable in a good way to actually acknowledge this towards you since for some reason i know it's not right, or maybe not the right time.. and knowing that if does push through which i doubt.. it's going to be, as society would probably put it pretty fucked up.. i don't know if you'd care, but from what you say you are is what you are, you shouldn't.. because i sure don't..

I've said my piece.. now it's your turn..

23

Rise and shine, make you wanna say
Dear God, let me thank you for another day
For livin' life on the edge and I'm tryin' to break it
Tired of duckin' the shits, but it's a struggle to make it
So this is your day homey, now it's time to shine
If a player's only trickin', you can wine and dine
Stress free from the drama, better go get your ticket
Then come on cause some squares can't lie to kick it
It feels good not to grind no moreDon't get it twisted cause I still hustle
Maintainin' just tryin' to reach my goal
Livin' life truly successful
So that my little soldier never have to sell no dope
All the Cutties from the pens comin' home again
And we ain't tryin' to kill each other cause brother we all in
Beautiful women give 'em much respect
And ain't no funk 'tween the east and the west
It's just a Player Holiday

Today's the day the Players play
So you better be on your way
Now it's time to celebrate
Hurry up and don't be late
Cause you know it's gonna be a...

Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day

January 15 the year 07
We gettin' all the money and we ain't through clownin'
You can tell everybody that stays around your way
Today is the official Player's Holiday
YO VIC!! I'm lovin' every minute of it
Cause ballin's been around since the beginning of it
We barbecuin' chicken, that's what we doin'
Buy some breezys and we kickin'
And BRI what you doin?

He's just sittin there timin' like a Rolex watch
I figured by now y'all realize that Hip-Hop and Rap won't stop
Puttin' it together like a racing track
Where's all my Latino, Filipino, and Ese partners at?
I know you feel me when I say that life's a struggle
But God first, y'all know we all can't help but bubble
So keep your head up
And know that things are changing for the better
Talkin' 'bout the youth, the little kids
Forget about you, never

Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day
Lovely day, lovely day, lovely day, lovely day

A Minute for Your Son (Part 2)

I look at life a little different now, since you hugged me
And I always loved my peoples, but now they love me
Thank you for the love Lord, we praise ya
Jacob's descendants, from Africa to Asia
Pleadin the blood of Christ over our life
Wrong or right, just help us make it through the night and we'll
shout yo' name in times of need
And times of joy, and, when we bleed
And, when we are overcome with greed
You ain't gon' half to tell me twice, I'ma take heed
And because of what you've given me, I know you'll deliver me
And I won't drown no matter how deep the river be
You are the strength I, never knew I had
Kept the heart good when they told me it was bad
All praises due to ya
That's why I had to dedicate somethin new to ya, thank you father

1st Entry..

Start the year right, Outreach last week at St. Andrews Church in La Huerta somewhere in the Paranaque area. Doing this makes you feel humble and a little bit lucky that your not the one being given rations of food and a free meal.. 300 + people showed up and we were just 50 +. Hard yeah? but that's how it is, not a lot of people would sacrifice a perfectly good saturday to serve the less fortunate.. to be honest i wasn't even supposed to show up, i just wasn't doing anything so there.. but nevertheless i was there and i helped.. "kaching!! one point in my Heavenly Acoount" hehe..

Anyway, there isn't much to talk about as of now since it's just the second week of the month and the year.. also there isn't much to say about my job hunting since alot of callcenters have been annoying my ass for the past few days.. i'm seriously not interested in that line of work.. I mean, answering phones and hearing complains from americans?! what the hell.. just can't handle that shit (No Offense to Bri, Tik and my other friends that works in one).. i just refuse to be a slave hooked up to a phone while sitting in front of a computer in the wee hours of the morning listening to screaming anerican red neck garbage who i know has far less education than i have..

Just yesterday, i just found out that we might actually migrate to Canada before this year ends.. so i guess the states is postponed for me (sarcastically jumping for joy). Postponed for a worse fate before November this year.. oh well.. Like what i always say "C'est La Vie".. just go with the flow and adapt to the new environment. Fuck..

Anyway.

Earth to Bella.. you think you've got it all figured in..
Earth to Bella.. Everything you know is wrong.. Well, almost..
Earth to Bella.. I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old.. And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink

Earth to Bella.. The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up.. Do your best to save some face
It's not so hard.. Just undo yourself and see your second sun
Ascend..