1st Entry..

Start the year right, Outreach last week at St. Andrews Church in La Huerta somewhere in the Paranaque area. Doing this makes you feel humble and a little bit lucky that your not the one being given rations of food and a free meal.. 300 + people showed up and we were just 50 +. Hard yeah? but that's how it is, not a lot of people would sacrifice a perfectly good saturday to serve the less fortunate.. to be honest i wasn't even supposed to show up, i just wasn't doing anything so there.. but nevertheless i was there and i helped.. "kaching!! one point in my Heavenly Acoount" hehe..

Anyway, there isn't much to talk about as of now since it's just the second week of the month and the year.. also there isn't much to say about my job hunting since alot of callcenters have been annoying my ass for the past few days.. i'm seriously not interested in that line of work.. I mean, answering phones and hearing complains from americans?! what the hell.. just can't handle that shit (No Offense to Bri, Tik and my other friends that works in one).. i just refuse to be a slave hooked up to a phone while sitting in front of a computer in the wee hours of the morning listening to screaming anerican red neck garbage who i know has far less education than i have..

Just yesterday, i just found out that we might actually migrate to Canada before this year ends.. so i guess the states is postponed for me (sarcastically jumping for joy). Postponed for a worse fate before November this year.. oh well.. Like what i always say "C'est La Vie".. just go with the flow and adapt to the new environment. Fuck..

Anyway.

Earth to Bella.. you think you've got it all figured in..
Earth to Bella.. Everything you know is wrong.. Well, almost..
Earth to Bella.. I see where you are not listening
I bear the burden of being the voice that let's you know
We all grow old.. And before you swim you've gotta be okay to sink

Earth to Bella.. The world can be an unfriendly place
So hold your head up.. Do your best to save some face
It's not so hard.. Just undo yourself and see your second sun
Ascend..