OK.. So, I'm leaving next week...... A few months ago I really wanted to go already. But now I'm having anxiety attacks. Now that It has dawned on me that I'm leaving in the next week I don't want to leave anymore.. Or maybe it's just indigestion like always.. Nah I don't thinks so.. I think this is the real thing. It's the first time in my whole life that I'm actually feeling those damn butterflies and cold feet. FUUUUUCK!!!! I HATE THE FEELING!!!