5 Years..

5 Years, and still.. can it be all that simple?! Yeah, today officially marks my fifth official blogging year. And frankly, for the past five years, i've been writing from the sould and i ain't got no plans of retracting whatever it is i've written, so for those who got hit.. well.. you had that coming so just suck it in and move on..

So anyway, i haven't complained about work for the past few months so now I think is the time to complain again. Today, was my performance appraisal and after six months of bloody work, i find out that I ain't gonna be regularized till December well that ain't sure yet but fuck if i'n not by then i don't know what's wrong anymore... Till December.. what the hell?!?! It's been a very very very long Six months and fuck, I don't want to even say it anymore but Fuck.. I think I deserved to get regularized.. Seriously.. I've worked too damn hard already..

They said that i've got to be more "Enthusiastic" with what I do.. Enthusiastic?! c'mon man, how enthusiastic can a person get?! does that mean they want me to prance around the front desk everytime my shift is about to start and mope everytime it's about to end?! Jesus, Man, i don't know what to do anymore.. Oh yeah, how can i forget.. I bring a "negative vibe" around the desk? you got to be serious.. a Negative Vibe?! now i don't know where this came from.. but damn, i'm sure it ain't coming from me..

To the Person who answered "Mon is Mon" when he or she was asked how i was at the desk: Well.. you don't know me so, how're you able to say Mon is Mon? Get your facts straight..