The Memo

What I don't understand is.. Was my mistake a few days back as grave as what she did? Did my mistake cost the hotel a lot of lost profit compared to hers? Did my mistake become a major issue in the hotel like hers? Because as far as i'm concerned, my mistake didn't do all those and hers did.. So now, why is it that I get a memo and she doesn't? I don't like counting mistakes just as the next guy but this i just have to because frankly, i don't think I deserved that memo..

I'm not saying that i'm getting regularized nor am I saying that i'm not, it's just that It's been a long five months.. a very very very long five months in fact. Five months of dragging myself to go to an overworked but underpaid job that I fucking hate to the bone.. So, I'm just saying that, if nothing happens to me on the sixth or i don't get regularized by then, i'm gonna have to resign.. That's just too fucking long already for something not to happen already you know? I'm not threatening or anything if that's what you think.. basically i'm just saying what's on my mind..

For a fact I know, that people would be saying "Sayang! Don't resign!".. Well.. in my defence.. "Sayang din yun 6 months! I should have gone out nalang and searched for more jobs in the kitchen!"