Mon's Problem

So.. what's Mon's problem. I can't seem to understand or to know when "Enough is Enough". Seriously, this has been an issue with me for the past Ten years.. and to be honest with you, this shitty ass mentality get's me to more shit compared to more good shit. i mean, i seriously don't understand why i'm even like this.. some people say "maybe becaus ever since birth you've had something against authority thus the mentality is implanted in you".. but c'mon i seriously doubt that. *sips on my dr. pepper* anyways, seriousy, i should get this shit out of my head.. this shit ain't healty no more.. specially now that i'm in the verge of something unusual... i'll explain more about that when i'm not intoxicated...

ps."i'm not sure but now a days i realize that i write more personalized entries when i'm intoxicated.. hahahahahaha!! NIIIIIIICE!!! RAAAW!!!

pps. I'm starting to hate constellations and the sky up above us.. and i refuse to say why.. maybe it's the alcohol talking but who knows?! maybe i do but maybe someone else does but who knows?! maybe you do?! or maybe he or she does?! or maybe your grandmother does but i sure don't know.. when you find out please tell me..

ppps. i went to the church of st. jude the other day, and st. jude supposedly is the "patron saint of the impossible" and i prayed to him for some impossible stuff that i needed. i dunno man.. but i think i'm just to eager about getting what i prayed for but yeah, i'm hoping he pulls through! i got faith in you brudda!! i'll still be cpraying