Relapse...

Maybe i'm just drunk.. or maybe it's real since i've been feeling this for the past few days, and i can still type my HTML codes properly.. or maybe weeks.. i just don't speak about it. Just so that you know, i feel much better than before. it's just a relapse.. maybe an indigestion.. or maybe i just got too much to drink (two pitchers of beer all to myslef maybe!?) or maybe it's real.. i don't know. all i know is it's just not right.. maybe not right now.. maybe not tomorrow.. or next year.. or in five or ten years... or God know how long.. or maybe it's just a relapse... or maybe i just miss her, or maybe i want to be with her. God knows.. because i sure don't...