The Conversation (Conclusion)

Our father, who art in heaven
I'm not ashamed to ask for guidance, at 22
No longer afraid to knock on your door
Not scared anymore to lose my life in the war
After what I just saw, I'm ridin' with the lord
Cause I really can't afford to lose my head by the sword
And now that I've seen, what I need to see
Please take me, where I need to be

What have you learned?

It's better to tell the truth than to lie..

What have you learned?

To love my life until I die..

What have you learned?

Violence isn't always the key..

What have you learned?

You can't always believe what you see..

What have you learned?

It's better to forgive and forget..

What have you learned?

Give as you expect to get..

What have you learned?

That I can't go on without you..

What have you learned?

I musta been a fool to ever doubt you..

The Conversation (Continuation)

Ya see, I feel like a boy but I am a man,
Full grown, and I'm still not able to stand

I gave you a hand

Well...but I was looking the wrong way
Figured out the plan, then I started to pray
And that prayer, took me from here to over there
Back to over here,
Now they got me like where?
Do I belong?
Do I fit in?
Things on my mind, where do I begin?
It's easier to sin, but it hurts my heart
I'm really tryin' to win, so where do we start?

Thou shall not steal

But, what if he stole from me?

Thou shall not kill

But what if he's tryin' to kill me?

Thou shall not, take my, name in vain, no matter how hard it rains,
withstand the pain..

The Conversation

You left me stranded
And I don't know why
Told me to live my life,
Now I'm ready to die
Ready to fly
I cry, but I shed no tears
You told me you would dead those fears, it's been years
Snakes still coming at me
Just missing
Sometimes I think all you doing me is just listen
I thought that I was special
Thats what you told me
Hold me
Stop acting like you don't know me
What'd I do so bad that it sent you away from me
Not only sent you away, but made you stay away from me

I'm here, as I've always been, it was you who went away,
And now are back again, what did I say?

Follow your word, and be true..

What did you do?

What I wanted to do...

What have you seen?

Darkness and hell at a glance

What do you want?

All I want is another chance..

Just because you went away, my doors are not locked, wanna come back home,
all you gotta do is knock..

to be continued...

Where there is a will,
there is a way,
to search and discover,
a better day,
Where a positive heart is all u need,
to Rise beyond and succeed,
where young minds grow,
and respect each other,
based on their Deeds,
and not their status,
When times are dimsay as I say,
"Where there is a will
There is a way!"

To the person who stole my less than 24 hour Ipod Video.. Enjoy.. hope you feed your family through that... BITCH!

Mon Update

So this is the first official Mon's update entry for 2006.. And.. Here we Go..

New Year's Resolution:
1. None
2. None
3. None
4. None
5. And finally None..

Why none?! BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HAPPEN ANYWAY! SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BOTHER! And so, 2005 has been great, i hope 2006 will much better.. so far it's hasn't actually turned to my way.. yet, though i hope it does.. soon. Anyway, I just realized yesterday that i'm gonna be cancelling all my Saturday extra curricular activities for the next four months since i got catering at 4 till 9.. Ok.. that's nice! And.. as much as i want to ditch at least one of them catering services.. i just can't since im gonna be heading majority of it.. Again.. Nice! Let's just say this is a taste of what's to come this year.. sheesh.. I wish I was in High School! Hay.. Anyways, Moving on to better things, I heading for Europe this summer.. That's Madrid, London, Rome or Turin and Paris or Athens.. I don't actually care where we go in Europe, as long as we go to Madrid and in Italy (namely Napoli and Turino.. haha!) I just got to see the Spanish Steps, all of them fountains in Italy (Especially the Trevi Fountain) and The Infamous Estadio de Santiago Bernabeu and Delle Alpi.. I just have to see them places.. and oh yeah, Mona Lisa in Paris.. though i ain't a fan, i just got to see that.. they say it's overrated, but who gives a shit! It's still Mona Lisa! You don't see that shit everyday and since i'm gonna be there already, why not right?!! Haha.. Moving on

Real Madrid just aquired Italian forward Antonio Cassano from AS Roma and Brazilian Defender Cicinho from Sao Paolo. Two new great players to add to the Real Madrid roster for the next half of the season. nice!!

Another Postal Service

I’ll write you a song and it won't be hard to sing
it will be a natural anthem, familiar it may seem
it will rally all the workers on strike for better pay
and its chorus will resound and boost morale throughout the day

I’ll write you a song and I hope that you won't mind
because all the names and places I have taken from real life
so please don't be upset at this portrait that I paint
it may be a little biased, but at least I spelt your name right...

Postal Service

Last week I had the strangest dream,
Where everything was exactly how it seemed,
Where there was never any mystery,
Of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was,
Just a man with something to prove,
Slightly bored and severly confused,
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center,
and became famous on that day in november,

Don't wake me I plan on sleeping...

Again last night I had that strange dream,
Where everything was exactly how it seemed,
Concerns about the world getting warmer,
People thought that they were just being rewarded,
For treating others as they'd like to be treated,
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases,
For mailing letters with the address of the sender,
Now we can swim any day in november,

Don't wake me I plan on sleeping...

You Can Question my Motives all you want.. But Please, never question My Friendship..