Say it isn't so..



The Brazilian Phenom is thinkning of leaving the whites after the season is over due to the lack of fan support. They won two liga titles during Ronaldo's stay yet they still do not appreciate what he has done. This would be a great loss to the Bernabeu if ever this pushes through.

As a Real Madrid fan and Ronaldo's i'd be dissapointed if they release such a good player like what they did to Michael Owen at the start of the season.

The light was leaving
in the west it was blue
The children's laughter sang
and skipping just like the stones they threw
the voices echoed across the way
its getting late


The west winds often last too longIt was just another night
with the sun set
and the moon rise not so far behind
to give us just enough light
to lay down underneath the stars
listen to papas translations
of the stories across the sky
we drew our own constellations

the wind may calm down
nothing ever feels the same
Sheltered under the Mango tree
waiting for the passing rain
clouds keep moving to uncover the scene
stars above are chasing the day away
to find the stories that we sometimes need
Listen close enough
all else fades
fades away..

It was just another night
with the sun set
and the moon rise not so far behind
to give us just enough light
to lay down underneath the stars
listen to papas translations
of the stories across the sky
we drew our own constellations..

If it was only that easy..
If it was only that near..
believe me...
i wouldn't hesitate..

So what's been up?! Still One way.. the neverending saga continues! We're already starting the auditions next week though, so for those Youth members who are interested in acting, just contact us and all that and we'll give you the details.

Other than that,everything is cool.. can't complain as much as i want to. And what would complaining do anyway? nothing so fuck it.. C'est la vie! and just go the ride.. last night I saw Emily Rose get exorcised in DVD.. Never again will i watch that film!! It's not scary.. it's more of disturbing which is worse that scary.. haha! till next week..

"God's way of proving that he exists is by showing that there is a Devil.."

The Conversation (Conclusion)

Our father, who art in heaven
I'm not ashamed to ask for guidance, at 22
No longer afraid to knock on your door
Not scared anymore to lose my life in the war
After what I just saw, I'm ridin' with the lord
Cause I really can't afford to lose my head by the sword
And now that I've seen, what I need to see
Please take me, where I need to be

What have you learned?

It's better to tell the truth than to lie..

What have you learned?

To love my life until I die..

What have you learned?

Violence isn't always the key..

What have you learned?

You can't always believe what you see..

What have you learned?

It's better to forgive and forget..

What have you learned?

Give as you expect to get..

What have you learned?

That I can't go on without you..

What have you learned?

I musta been a fool to ever doubt you..

The Conversation (Continuation)

Ya see, I feel like a boy but I am a man,
Full grown, and I'm still not able to stand

I gave you a hand

Well...but I was looking the wrong way
Figured out the plan, then I started to pray
And that prayer, took me from here to over there
Back to over here,
Now they got me like where?
Do I belong?
Do I fit in?
Things on my mind, where do I begin?
It's easier to sin, but it hurts my heart
I'm really tryin' to win, so where do we start?

Thou shall not steal

But, what if he stole from me?

Thou shall not kill

But what if he's tryin' to kill me?

Thou shall not, take my, name in vain, no matter how hard it rains,
withstand the pain..

The Conversation

You left me stranded
And I don't know why
Told me to live my life,
Now I'm ready to die
Ready to fly
I cry, but I shed no tears
You told me you would dead those fears, it's been years
Snakes still coming at me
Just missing
Sometimes I think all you doing me is just listen
I thought that I was special
Thats what you told me
Hold me
Stop acting like you don't know me
What'd I do so bad that it sent you away from me
Not only sent you away, but made you stay away from me

I'm here, as I've always been, it was you who went away,
And now are back again, what did I say?

Follow your word, and be true..

What did you do?

What I wanted to do...

What have you seen?

Darkness and hell at a glance

What do you want?

All I want is another chance..

Just because you went away, my doors are not locked, wanna come back home,
all you gotta do is knock..

to be continued...

Where there is a will,
there is a way,
to search and discover,
a better day,
Where a positive heart is all u need,
to Rise beyond and succeed,
where young minds grow,
and respect each other,
based on their Deeds,
and not their status,
When times are dimsay as I say,
"Where there is a will
There is a way!"

To the person who stole my less than 24 hour Ipod Video.. Enjoy.. hope you feed your family through that... BITCH!

Mon Update

So this is the first official Mon's update entry for 2006.. And.. Here we Go..

New Year's Resolution:
1. None
2. None
3. None
4. None
5. And finally None..

Why none?! BECAUSE IT DOESN'T HAPPEN ANYWAY! SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD I BOTHER! And so, 2005 has been great, i hope 2006 will much better.. so far it's hasn't actually turned to my way.. yet, though i hope it does.. soon. Anyway, I just realized yesterday that i'm gonna be cancelling all my Saturday extra curricular activities for the next four months since i got catering at 4 till 9.. Ok.. that's nice! And.. as much as i want to ditch at least one of them catering services.. i just can't since im gonna be heading majority of it.. Again.. Nice! Let's just say this is a taste of what's to come this year.. sheesh.. I wish I was in High School! Hay.. Anyways, Moving on to better things, I heading for Europe this summer.. That's Madrid, London, Rome or Turin and Paris or Athens.. I don't actually care where we go in Europe, as long as we go to Madrid and in Italy (namely Napoli and Turino.. haha!) I just got to see the Spanish Steps, all of them fountains in Italy (Especially the Trevi Fountain) and The Infamous Estadio de Santiago Bernabeu and Delle Alpi.. I just have to see them places.. and oh yeah, Mona Lisa in Paris.. though i ain't a fan, i just got to see that.. they say it's overrated, but who gives a shit! It's still Mona Lisa! You don't see that shit everyday and since i'm gonna be there already, why not right?!! Haha.. Moving on

Real Madrid just aquired Italian forward Antonio Cassano from AS Roma and Brazilian Defender Cicinho from Sao Paolo. Two new great players to add to the Real Madrid roster for the next half of the season. nice!!

Another Postal Service

I’ll write you a song and it won't be hard to sing
it will be a natural anthem, familiar it may seem
it will rally all the workers on strike for better pay
and its chorus will resound and boost morale throughout the day

I’ll write you a song and I hope that you won't mind
because all the names and places I have taken from real life
so please don't be upset at this portrait that I paint
it may be a little biased, but at least I spelt your name right...

Postal Service

Last week I had the strangest dream,
Where everything was exactly how it seemed,
Where there was never any mystery,
Of who shot John F. Kennedy
It was,
Just a man with something to prove,
Slightly bored and severly confused,
He steadied his rifle with his target in the center,
and became famous on that day in november,

Don't wake me I plan on sleeping...

Again last night I had that strange dream,
Where everything was exactly how it seemed,
Concerns about the world getting warmer,
People thought that they were just being rewarded,
For treating others as they'd like to be treated,
For obeying stop signs and curing diseases,
For mailing letters with the address of the sender,
Now we can swim any day in november,

Don't wake me I plan on sleeping...

You Can Question my Motives all you want.. But Please, never question My Friendship..

The Last Entry for 2005..

So.. How was 2005? well, basically like any other year it has been a roller coaster ride.. the only difference is, this year, i have no complaints. Everything charge to experience without a doubt. I recall a couple of days ago, someone asking me "so.. if you got anything to change in the past year what would it be?".. my answer a couple of days ago was "March to May and probably the first two weeks December (Read the archives if you want info)". Anyways, ask me that question again.. and my answer would be "none".. I wouldn't change a DAMN thing! Why? because i just realized that the instances i want changed are turning points in my so called life.. so why change it right?!

Anyways, this is the last line i'mona write this year..

"IT'S NOT WETHER THIS YEAR OR NEXT YEAR IS THE YEAR.. IT'S HOW YOU MAKE OF IT! and this from As good as it gets.. "You make me want to be a better Man.. go figure!" "

HAPPY NEW YEAR! UNTIL THE NEXT YEAR!! PEACE!!

THE 2005 EDITION OF THIS BLOG SIGNING OUT!

One Way



Pray.. Pray.. Pray.. Pray..

First there was nothing
Not even the faint echo of a song
Loneliness was daily 4 me
until u came along
There was a gleam of stars in your eyes
I thought I'd never feel this way again
But u were the one 2 reach into my heart
And find in me a Friend
I could not ignore the magnetism
that I felt when u were near
And any problems plaguing my mind
would suddenly disappear
It was the rebirth of my heart
The day u became my friend
Because I knew from the moment
I held u that I would find something
like this again...

"Here's a ticket to your haven an the Happiest place on earth.. I enclosed it with a map so you won't get lost".. Merry Christmas

So I Say

I'm going in2 this not knowing what I'll find
but I've decided 2 follow my heart and abandon my mind
and if there be pain I know that at least I gave my all
and it is better 2 have loved and lost than 2 not love at all
In the morning I may wake 2 smile or maybe 2 cry
but first 2 those of my past I must say goodbye.

So now i can write again.. *Whew* and i thought i lost it..

Sometimes they can be the sweetest people in the world.. They treat you as if you are the best person in the world. It's not their job to do that actually, and they don't owe that to you, actually it's you who owe them for your existance right now, But they do that because they want to and because they love you.. and you mean the world to them

Sometimes though they can be the meanest people in the world.. They make you feel like you are low even though you are already at your lowest. They'd sometimes say things that you'd never imagine them to say to you.. words that would just make you break down and crawl for forgiveness for your shortcoming.. even though what you have done is far from criminal. And you know what? most of the time, it just happens that it's not your fault, and they'd still scream at you. Sad if you think about it.. because like what i said, they can be the sweetest people in the world.. and they can do this.. a drag really.. but as hard as it may seem to understand, they do this because they love you. They just go overboard sometimes on what they say or do. They're just scared basically, that something bad may happen to especially to you.

You just have to try and understand that, if you were in their shoes, you probably feel the way they do. it's hard really, it's hard to understand.. but you have to.. it's hard raising parents.. you know.. but that's how it goes..